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****thinking of you****

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I goI guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into... You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

**untuk kamu yg masih membekas di hati

"Sometimes the one you're looking for aren’t there for you

ye...

aku sudah mampu ilangkn rase mrh aku yg menggila td...yup...mmg gile cuz aku mmg da smpai tahap mmg nk fire jek sekor2...aku mmg begitu bile org bt begitu pada ku...lg2 org yg x phm bahasa mcm kejadian yg diceritakn tdi...hehh...bile hati da tenang...benda lain yg dtg singgah dlm kotak fikiran aku nie....entahla...tdi aku duk browse blog2 org...bace kisah hdup org...bace benda2 yg bleh dibaca n aku tjumpe suatu ayat yg mmbuatkn aku rase sedikit tenang...ye...ade hikmah disebalik kisah cinta aku yg tunggang langgang nie....kdg2 aku rase nape la aku bodoh sgt x terima sje mereka2 yg ade di depan mata dan sanggup buat segala...tapi hati ni bukan boleh di ajar dan di paksa-paksa....aku pn amik masa lama nk sedar yg aku sgt2 suka pada dia...dan hasilnya...aku jadi mcm org bodoh begini....aku akan terfikir mcm tu bile hati aku rase sakit sgt....sedey sgt ...dan serabut sgt dengan situasi

"AKU TAU APE YG AKU NAK TAPI

AKU JUGA TAU YG AKU tidak akan DAPAT APE YANG AKU NAK"

aku rase susah skg...sgt susah bile kita terjatuh hati pada hak org lain...benda yg sebelum nie aku x pernah rasa n x harap nak rase dan bile aku alami...huh...sgt indah tapi sgt meluluhkan hati...sgt indah pada masa2 itu...tapi sgt meluluhkan hati pada waktu sekarang....aku pernah kata dulu pada kawan aku...aku cuma nak dia bahagia walau dengan sesiapa pun...aku mmg berperasaan begitu lg...aku memang harap dia bahagia sentiasa dengan pilihan yang telah ditetapkan sejak dulu...aku tak nak dengar hal-hal yg mnyedihkan ttg kisah dia dgn pilihan yg telah ditetap kan sejak dlu...supaya aku dpt melepaskn dia dgn tenang...supaya aku dapat rase aku telah lepaskan dia pada org yg betul-betul boleh jaga dia smpai bile2...macam aku nk buat untuk dia...tapi aku x boleh sbb benda ni x semudah tu...cume aku masih lagi tak dapat biasa kan diri seorang begini...tanpa tempat untuk aku mengadu dan membebel...aku sangat2 rindukan dia...

l :da present ke?

a :present ape?

a :?

l :thesis la...viva...ai...x nk grad ke?

a :tak nak...sayang nak tinggal ko..

l :oo...ye ke...baru tau...

l :ckp la btul2...cmane?

a :iye...

a :sayang nak tinggal ko...

a :kang aku grad x le da tgk ko

bleh diam tak!!!

aku punye salah satu benda yg aku sgt2 pantang bile org buat...slh satu nye memekak bile aku bru nk tido...bukan tido biase2 n pada hari biase tpi bile aku nk tido 'sat' bile aku sgt2 penat mcm ari nie...aku da land baik punye atas katil...mcm cibai bile ade manusia2 yg x phm bile aku da ckp bleh slow x skit x suara 2...aku mmg hangin satu badan...rase nk bakar bilik pn ade...rase nk tampar sekor2 pn ade...aku da ckp elok2 x phm...nape la time dorg tido aku bleh duk diam2 tpi mcm cibai sume nk memekak bile aku nk tido...
mothercraker!!!

...rain will fall part 1

aku tgh duduk melepak d bilik bsame ninie...tp masing2 buat hal sendiri...ninie dgn cite selamat pagi cinta nye...aku dgn laptop aku yg da sgt otai yg bru rebah dri tmpt ltak brg time dlm bus otw 2 penang...mmg sgt cepat kejadian 2 blaku smpai x smpt lnsung aku nk smbut laptop kesayangan aku nie...n hasilnya yg paling x t'jangka....laptop tsyg brada dlm keadaan 'nearly' into pieces...nasib baik bleh gune lg...cume da x mobile mcm slalo la...statik di ats meja only...

act, aku mmg nk pau mak aku laptop baru tpi bukan begini caranye....huhh!

aku rase mase blalu tsangat lama disini...

mmm...stiap ari aku bilang waktu, sibuk kan diri supaya aku kurang pk kn si dia...

s.camp yg lps sgt seronok cuz si dia ade d dpn mata...

tp skarang dia sudah tiada dsini...

so...i have to live with it...

lea...kamu harus belajar melupakan supaya kamu boleh memulakan suatu yg baru....

tp hati ini sgt degil );

sawadikapp!!

i dun expect anybody to read my blog...
i dun bloody care if ppl judge me tru my writing...
but i juz need a place to let 'it' out when i think nobody is listening...

& hi everyone!! (: